Whistle-blower Falls on Hard Times

November 8, 2014

(left, Jake Gyllenhaal and Oliver Platt play  reps for Pfizer in the movie “Love and other Drugs”)
Not every whistle blower
gets the support he deserves.
“You do in fact lose a lot when you are very poor and often broke- people in particular.”
by Dan Abshear
The main factor in my economic decline was blowing the whistle against Novartis eight years ago.  (Essentially, pharmaceudical companies bribe doctors to prescribe their drugs.) Not only did that end my high paying job with them as a rep, but no decent employer will hire me even now because I did blow the whistle.
No, I do not regret what I did.  I would most certainly do it again.  That lawsuit I filed is public record. I’ve applied for hundreds of jobs – jobs I’m most qualified to perform.  And no one replies.  The job I have now, setting up greeting card displays, they hired me out of desperation.  It’s low paying and very physically demanding.
After whistle blowing, I was abandoned by my own family and friends back home in Missouri.  No one could comprehend why I did it.  All they know is that I intentionally lost a very good job.  My ex-wife said all this to me weeks after learning I would not receive a settlement for this lawsuit. She then used a phony “abuse” charge to jail and clean me out. They all treated me great when I was middle class, these family members and close friends.  Once I became unemployed, they disowned me.
 I miss the lifestyle I once had with the money and all.  But I’m a better person I feel without that life.  A much better person.  So I’ll likely never have that life again.  What I’d like is a book contract.  That would get me out of poverty.  Right now I’m about trying to survive and doing good for others in some way. And I’d like to find a girl possibly within normal limits, if such limits can be defined.
Since then, I’ve lived in VA homeless programs in three major cities.  Presently I live in Milwaukee Wisconsin.  Thanks to my present very low-paying part-time job, I have access to a low income housing program for veterans.  So I have my own apartment now.  Thankfully I’m no longer homeless.
A lover is why I moved here now.  She eventually left me for a man who could better provide for her.  The lover I had after her was a black girl who also left me for a man who could better provide for her.  You do in fact lose a lot when you are very poor and often broke- people in particular.
Any money I make now goes to my cost of living.  But things were not always this way with me.
When I was a pharmaceutical rep, I wore thousand-dollar suits. I got company cars.  Often I’d take doctors out to very expensive steak dinners and things like that.  Limousines would pick me up at airports when I’d fly to meetings.  I’ve lost that life somewhat intentionally.  It is as if I’ve been teleported to this parallel universe where now I try to simply survive every day.  Yet, I’m much more awake in this universe.  I am very thankful for that.
At times I feel as if I’m living on borrowed time.  By some estimates I should be dead. Yet I continue to love and protect others.  That keeps me going- having others to sustain me in some way.  And I feel I sustain them one way or another.  They are beautiful souls these people.  We do not judge each other.
Severe parental alienation is also occurring.  I have a 16-year old daughter in Missouri who I’ve not see or spoken to in years.  I hand write her beautiful letters every week, and I mail these letters to her with beautiful cards to my ex in law’s house, because I have no idea where my daughter lives now.  She does get these letters but she does not write me back or contact me.  This is a constant pain in my life.


Often I go to food pantries so I can eat.  I do get food stamps, but I sell these to a friend for extra money so I can pay bills.  Also, I shovel snow in the winter so I can keep this apartment  I always try to make extra money.
There is no atrophy of my essence.  My soul remains on fire always.  If I do get knocked down, I always get back up.  I was recently beat up at a bus stop here in Milwaukee.  Considering the trauma I’ve experienced in my life, this beating did not phase me much.  My jaw was broken.  I never fell when I was hit a few times at this bus stop by a very large black man.
When I don’t work, I normally go to this VA hospital to see friends and use their computer.  This is where I’m at now.  Near there is a coffee house for veterans.  I also go there to use their computer and see more friends.  You see, I really do not like being alone at all.
I have post traumatic stress disorder.  Among other symptoms, I often experience nightmares normally involving my ex wife and daughter.  People really need to explore intrinsic pain more then they do.  High anxiety complicates my situation by the way.  I’m never at peace.  And I never sleep well.
While I’m suicidal at times, I’m overall very optimistic with my life- this life of struggle and striving to survive.  This is for really two main reasons.  First one is I’m somehow very healthy physically.  When I work, I often lift and move thousands of pounds of equipment.  And I never sweat.  I have no pain and no fatigue.
At the age of 48, I could easily compete with any 20 year old at this time.  I often walk miles every day because I do not have a car.  Again no fatigue.  No pain.  My last physical revealed no issues physically whatsoever.  I’m very thankful for my present condition, but I’m very amazed I’m this healthy all things considered.
Second reason I remain optimistic is that I appear to be very likable.  You would think I’d be very angy and bitter considering all that has happened to me.  But I’m not at all.  My disposition remains pleasant.  I hit it off with strangers.  And I have solid relationships with friends in this city right now.
So try and remember this:   What does not kill you in life really does make you stronger.  Often much stronger.  I’m living proof of this.
First Comment by BDM:
Thank you for another relevant and engaging essay.Mr. Abshear’s story had me nodding my head. My whistleblowing was not nearly as significant, nor were the results so drastic and immediate. However, my half-hour spent disclosing a corporate problem, an exercise that would be rewarded in a sane environment, brought me a reprimand, a demotion and years of poor reviews and declining responsibility–despite good work. I finally quit, but then was laid off from my new company. I soon found that corporations value youth over experience. However, as your author pointed out, silver linings sometimes appear. During six months of unemployment, I exercised more and wrote a novel. I eventually found part-time work for one-fifth of previous income.Like Mr. Abshear, I have no regrets. Several others wanted to do what I did, but chose to cower. It became an education on how some “professionals” get by by being deceptive and petty. Mr. Abshear’s  testimony encouraged me and I want to encourage him. I wish him well and I hope there is a book, or a financial break, in his future.

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What If Everything You Were Ever Taught Was A Lie?

on 11 March, 2014 at 14:33


There is a war going on right now and it doesn’t involve guns or the military industrial complex.

It’s a war on consciousness and most people are clueless that it even exists.


Ultimately, the education system can be blamed for feeding us propaganda and forcing us to regurgitate it so we can “fit in” with the rest of society.  Our public school systems are set up to get the students primed for economic slavery without ever offering courses that allow to students to think creatively or freely.

If you trace the company’s who print our children’s textbooks, you’ll find a Zionist agenda behind them all.  For example, George W. Bush’s grandfather, Prescott Bush, was arrested for funding both sides of World War II, yet we never learned this in school.  Why?  Because had we learned this, NEITHER Bush would have been elected president for having a traitor in their lineage.

And surely, Christopher Columbus didn’t “discover” America.

Granted some things that we learn in school are the truth, such as math, music and some science but our TRUE history has been kept from us for reasons of subservience, control and conformity.

In all forms of education, there are still perpetual references to “fossil fuels” including at the college level.  How ridiculous is this?  Oil is abiotic, which means it replenishes itself, yet we are draining the planet of a lubricant that serves no other interests other than economic.

For example, in the late 1980′s, Stanley Meyer invented a car that could go from coast to coast in the United States on 21 gallons of water.  He was offered $1 billion from the automobile industry for his invention but turned it down because he wanted this idea to go to the people.  Shortly afterwards, he was poisoned to death and the invention has been hidden from us ever since, yet our children are not learning about inventors such as Meyer in school, nor are they being encouraged to develop alternate fuel sources.


Our children are inevitably asked, “What do you want to be when you grow up?”  Their answers becomeconditioned responses in various forms of economic subservience instead of what they truly would like to do.

A better question to ask them, once they understand the concept of money is, “If there was no such thing as money, then what would you like to do with your life?

What If Everything You Were Taught Was A Lie? | In5D.comSurely, the fry cook with a high school education would not still be making french fries at a fast food “restaurant”.

Also see: 20 History Questions They Refuse To Answer In School!


There are literally thousands of “out of place artifacts” that shows how we have been here MUCH longer than the official story of both evolution and the bible, yet no high school or university will come near to approaching this topic because it would blow the lid off of all religions.

For example, in Illinois, a well bit brought up a 200,000 year old bronze coin from a depth of 114 feet just outside Chillicothe, Illinois. According to the Illinois State Geological Survey, the deposits containing the coin are between 200,000 and 400,000 years old.

If our true history was revealed, it would cause every system of education to rewrite history and would make the professors teaching “history” look like idiots, so it’s much easier to suppress the truth than to admit they were wrong while killing religion.


It is blatantly obvious that religion has been teaching either half truths or full out lies, right from the start.  According to the Christian bible, God created Adam and Eve and told them to be fruitful and multiply.

Based under this premise, we would all be the products of incest.

There are four different blood types (A, B, AB and O) along with 2 different Rh values (positive and negative).  It is literally IMPOSSIBLE to have 4 different blood types and 2 different Rh blood values all originating from Adam and Eve, yet people happily accept this as the truth without ever questioning their human origins.

The bible dates back to approximately 6,000 years ago.  Assuming God created everything at that point in time, then there shouldn’t be any fossils older than 6,000 years of age.

In Genesis 1:26, it is stated, “Let US make man in OUR own image…”.  Who is US and OUR?  Some What If Everything You Were Taught Was A Lie? | In5D.comreligious zealots will say it’s the Father, son and the Holy Ghost, but this was LONG before the “son” was conceptualized, let alone Adam or Eve.

Another example would be Noah and his alleged gathering of every pair of animals on the planet.  How did he gather animals that were not indigenous to the Middle East, such as polar bears, penguins and sea lions?

Most people have an equally hard time understanding that both religions and governments will lie to you in order to fulfill anagenda.

In religion, look no further than several clergy members of the Roman Catholic Church who admitted that the fictitious hell does not exist.


In government, look how Hitler burned down his own Reichstag building and blamed the communists in order to incite war.  Many people believe the same template was used for 9/11.


The closer you look, the more you’ll find that religion is in bed with the government as both are about controlling the masses through subservience, control and conformity while neither encourage free thinking or questioning the official stories.


Most people seem to have the attitude that if a talking head on an official news station, such as CNN, says something, then surely it must be the truth.  A CIA whistleblower has already admitted that the news has been scripted for decades in order to influence public opinion.


A recent article entitled, ” Why is the Obama Administration Putting Government Monitors in Newsrooms,” shows how there will never be “fair” and “unbiased” news reporting in the United States.

The television shows that people watch are either so mundane or intellectually draining that you’re better off not watching TV at all.  Furthermore, the commercials are either hyping materialistic crap that we don’t need, processed food ladened with GMO’s, alcohol(ism) or some Big Pharma pill that will only place a symbolic bandage over the issue and will never cure you of anything.  The actors they use to sell these products ultimately are telling us that we are not pretty or handsome enough and that our lives would be so much better if we were like them.


This is the LITERAL programming we receive when we watch TV, yet millions of people would rather do that than to better themselves with a hobby or creating something that would benefit mankind.

Those in power want you to be as distracted as much as possible with no time to think critically or independently, about anything other than who won the recent sports game or the latest contestant on a reality show.


For those who watch too much TV:  Each day you waste by doing nothing to better yourself is one less day that you had an opportunity to grow in body, mind and spirit.

Instead of watching TV, spend time reading and researching material from the masters.  You can find a large quantity of esoteric texts here.

Instead of getting your news from the main stream media, go to alternative news websites such as In5D Alternative News to get the news that the mainstream media fails to report.

Sadly, most people will fight for the same system that has kept us all as economic slaves than to envision a world without money, government or religion.

Einstein is often quoted as saying, ” Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results.”  This is reminiscent of every election as they always boil down to the lesser of two evils… and you always end up with evil.

If you look hard enough, you can always find the truth but most people aren’t willing to spend the time doing so.  These are the same people who are content watching 3-5 hours of TV every day.

Ultimately, use your discernment when researching anything, including anything that’s on this website.  If your gut tells you there’s something wrong, then chances are, there is something wrong with what you read.

You’re always being guided to find the answers, whether that is through personal experiences or through the experiences of others.  Be open minded about everything you read and watch when researching and you will continue to follow your path of enlightenment.

The war on consciousness will only go as far as you allow it to go.


Credits: IN5D


Here’s an article that illustrates perfectly the lack of understanding Filipinos have of the ‘word of god’. As self-centered, selfish and downright blasphemous interpretation of the bible as you could ever wish to read:

By Giselle Sanchez

Something for the Filipinas


6 thoughts on “About

  1. “The New World Order” http://amazon.com/dp/B00GXK31FC It’s no longer a conspiracy it’s reality.

    The writer historically takes you back into East Africa to show the New World Order is actually the Old World Order and that the Garden of Eden was located in the ancient Kingdom of Gojjam/Goshen and not Mesopotamia. In order to achieve all of this the writer uses hundreds of historic photographs and symbols strategically woven together into tiles that tell the history in itself and leave no room for doubt in the readers mind. You heard the expression a pictures is worth a thousand words but in this case more like thousands and thousands. Using these tiles the author historically ties in Adam Jesus and Moses with the Egyptian Gods and Pharaohs along with the beginnings of Islam Judaism and Christianity. The author also ties in Jesus, Muhammad, the Rhoman and Holy Rhoman Empires along with Communism and Socialism as starting in East Africa in the city of Thebes, locally known as Waset, Home of the Was Scepter. These tiles will also show that Slavery, Whippings, the Bull Whip and Colonialism didn’t start with the Europeans but with the Africans thousands of years ago. The culmination of all this evidence will clearly show that all of this death and destruction, these Halakasts go directly back to Africa thousands of years ago and all of those people claiming to be the victims and the oppressed are actually the victimizers and oppressors.

    Most people don’t realize that the Government run public schools in the United States teach and indoctrinate their students that people in Mexico, the Americas, and the Caribbean were the first or “Native Ame-Ricans” that crossed the frozen land bridge at the Siberian Straits and then migrated through Canada and the United States into the Americas and then the Caribbean thousands of years ago but the truth of the matter is they came by massive invading and conquering ships from Elim in Egypt and Elam/Eslam in Mesopotamia into the Gulf of Mexico, the Yucatan Peninsula, and were the Co-lon-i-al-ist/Co-lon-e-ls, raping, pillaging, plundering the land and savaging killing and scalping all of the innocent men women and children who were here first, before them, called the Mound Builders from Europe, the European people that were here 5000 years ago.

    This is another inconvenient truth about the Genocide of the European people in the Americas, crimes against humanity that has been deliberately covered up and kept from the people for thousands of years.

    After reading this brief but to the point book with all of the illustrative photographs and symbols you will have no doubt that the governments of the world have deliberately covered up the facts about religion and the true roles Jesus & Muhammad played in the massacres as leaders of Islam, Judaism and Christianity.

    People think they live in a free country and really know the truth about history and what happened but they have been lied to and indoctrinated from birth to death by the schools and colleges for thousands of years to cover up these atrocities, crimes against humanity.

    Mut-Ha-maat Mu-ha-mmad http://www.amazon.com/Mu-Ha-mmad-Mut-Ha-Maat-Michael-Meade-ebook/dp/B00GH5JO3G/ref=la_B005HFIWF8_1_14?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1387896084&sr=1-14 … … pic.twitter.com/EEGfDcm9Ln

    In this brief hard-hitting ebook you will find out information that has been covered up and deliberately kept from the people for thousands of years. For example, Muhammad and Islam didn’t start in the Middle East it started in East Africa, in the Ancient Egyptian city called Thebes, known locally as Waset. Commune-ism and Nazi Socialism with the Christian Swastika Cross didn’t start in Russia, Germany or Europe it started in Thebes/Waset in Ancient Egypt home of the Was Scepter. Most people think the origin of Jesus was in Jerusalem and Bethlehem but it actually started in Thebes/Waset along with Muhammad.

    You will be amazed to find out that all of this evil being perpetrated on the world started in East Africa, Ancient Egypt thousands of years ago by all of those people claiming to be victims and oppressed when it was their ancestors who were the victimizers and oppressors. It doesn’t stop there because the brutal Roman Empire and the Holy Roman Empire didn’t start in Europe but goes directly back to East Africa as well. By the time you are done reading this book you will know the truth about the past.

    The truth about history/religion has been covered up and deliberately kept from the people for thousands of years and now the author is enlightening the world and telling them the truth, bringing them out of the darkness. When they finally see the light it’s going to cause that massive headache and shock just as if they were physically locked up in the dung-eon for thousands of years. Unfortunately shock therapy is the only means available to wake the people of the world up who have been brainwashed and indoctrinated by the Churches, Synagogues and Mosques. These religious fan-addicts are the same as Drug Addicts or alcoholics who refuse to believe they are the problem and are willing to destroy their lives and everybody’s life around them just like the Muslims Fan-addicts are doing right now.
    I know your first instinct is shock, horror and disbelief when you read the titles and look at the covers of these e-books but don’t prejudge them by their covers thinking this guy is crazy and has lost his mind because if you read them it will surprise you that they are true.
    The truth is a hard thing to fathom and many people have become complacent in their lives and would rather live like that then to know the truth.

  2. Frienr,

    The writing details how the Federal Reserve embezzles $3 billion DAILY using their exclusive control of the auction accounts of Treasury securities. Ref. 31 CFR 375.3. The accounts are customer accounts—not operational accounts. They have never been audited.

    It has been inspired by an economics professor. He informed his graduate class in Money and Banking how the Federal Reserve Bank of New York creates and hides phenomenal amounts. He had previously been employed by the FRBNY.

    The unidentified Wall Street owners of the Federal Reserve Board of Governors are assumed to be the same financiers who own the TBTF banks who are among the Primary Dealers. That is the only feasible destination for the funds created. The IMF and the WB, which are controlled by the Wall Street bankers, have been documented to impoverish the third world. They are also complicit for the economic devastation of Europe; and who have additionally imposed a fraudulent debt of $18 trillion on the citizenry of the U.S.

    They have further identified the collection of the U.S. National Debt is their “ultimate goal” on internal memos. They have achieved super-priority on the $200 trillion toxic derivatives which they have created. Bail-ins (i.e., seizures of deposits, pensions, national assets, etc) will protect the TBTF banks when default occurs.

    The embezzlement by the Board of Governors is the financial fountain that controls and funds the IMF and World Bank that is devastating the world as described by Michel Chossudovsky in GLOBALIZATION OF POVERTY, and which waters the corporatocracy decried by John Perkins in NEW CONFESSIONS OF ECONOMIC HIT MAN that Carroll Quigley exposed as the CFR (with six super industrial conglomerates of Wall Street controlled interlocking board of directors) in TRAGEDY AND HOPE, and funds what David Rockefeller brags as the utopian society controlled by financiers in MEMOIRS.

    Perhaps the writing may be of interest to you.

    Jim Carter

    PS: Feel free to circulate the writing among interested parties.  The swindle will not stop until it is exposed.

    For an extended analysis, see http://www.scribd.com/doc/48194264/rip-off-by-the-Federal-Reserve-revised
    For usage of the embezzled money, see http://www.scribd.com/doc/115919607/FUNDING-THE-NEW-WORLD-ORDER



    People are aware the government incurs a trillion dollar increase in the National Debt annually to spend money it does not have. Congress-critters can then fund pork barrel projects back home and get votes from constituents. Is theft by inflation for the “freebies,” or to pay for what has become our perpetual war to bring ‘freedom and democracy’ to the world at the price of chains and slavery, the end of the scam ?? Not hardly.


    For congress to get the book-entry money created on the government’s bank account, the Treasury Department must send a Treasury security to the FRBNY. Then the Fed will honor checks on the account and the fiat money is added to the economic system (inflation occurs) when government spends the money.

    The Fed foists this operation as a loan, but the concept is a blatant absurd fraud. If the Federal Reserve is a government agency, how does such an agency loan money to the government ? Would not the Fed be an inferior part of the government ? How could an inferior part of the government charge the government interest to create book entry money ?

    There is nothing of value put up by any party to create the book entry money; i.e., no consideration was conveyed. If value was put up, there would be no increase of money in circulation and hence no inflation (from book entry creation of fiat money). Numbers are merely entered in a ledger (by the FRBNY) while no substance is involved. The loan is a scam. The fact that Ben Franklins, Washingtons, Lincolns, etc., are purchased by the Fed (for pennies) after being printed by the Treasury Department is ignored by Wall Street sycophants. It is weird that a “loan” is contended while there is no owner of the Fed/BOG identified; i.e., who is putting up the value ? Where is the documentation of the transfer ? A “loan” without consideration being passed is an act of fraud.

    When the recipient of a government check takes the check to the bank for cash, he is given Federal Reserve Notes. A “note” is a document the (FR) owes you something (dollars). The Fed purchases the Federal Reserve Notes (that had been printed by the U.S. Treasury) for 4 cents to 15 cents each depending upon the face amount. Those promissary notes have historically promised they could be redeemed in lawful money; that they could be redeemed in gold or silver; or that they were commercial paper. Today they convey they are legal tender. By law, you must accept them for dollars. They are currently declarations by the Federal Reserve to pay you nothing.


    But what happens to the security received by the FRBNY as collateral for the “loan” ?? Easy, the bank auctions it off to the public and pretends it has been sold by the Treasury Department. You are led to believe the money will go to the government. It does not.

    More than $8.5 trillion in marketable Treasury securities are auctioned annually. $7 trillion of the National Debt is rolled over by auctioned securities along with about one trillion dollars of new deficit spending securities. The $7 trillion is credited to government accounts to pay off Primary Dealers (PD) who have collected maturing and called securities. There is no increase in the amount of funds in the market (inflation) or increase in the national debt incurred from the roll over.

    Deficit spending securities are sold as a declared percentage of auctioned items. If the one trillion dollars from auctioned deficit spending securities was credited to the government, there would be no inflation or increase in the National Debt. Where does the money go??

    All disbursements of auction funds are handled exclusively by the FRBNY. Ref. 31 CFR 375.3. These accounts have never been audited. All audits of the Fed are conducted in accordance with guidelines established by the BOG. The auction funds are in client accounts; they are not operational accounts. The auction accounts are not mentioned in the Annual Report to Congress.

    Like the prosecutor says: “Follow the money trail.” Seven trillion dollars goes to the PDs. One more trillion can be added to the cover and never be noticed.

    Pundits have endlessly mulled the question: “Who owns the Fed?” The Fed is the government facade. It is submitted the controlling working entity is the Board of Governors. It is concluded, without proof, that the BOG is a privately held corporation owned by the TBTF banks. The trail of money goes in no other direction. Privately held corporations are not required to file papers with the SEC but Wall Street maintains control. [The 12 Federal Reserve Banks are recognized as privately owned franchisees under supervisory and administrative control of the Board of Governors. That is not a subject of this article.]

    If the trillion dollars from deficit spending went to the owners among the Primary Dealers, that would be paying the owners of the BOG. No feasible alternate destination for the funds has been found, but the funds cannot remain in the accounts of the FRBNY.

    The scam fed to the public conceals the humongous profit from auctioned securities. It was undoubtedly the same scheme used by the Rothschild family in Europe centuries ago and was resurrected on Jekyll Island in 1912. The transfer of money to the owners from the auctioned deficit spending securities is pure profit. It amounts to $3 billion profit daily—7/52. And the public never sees the profit by the TBTF banks.

    By law, all profit of the Fed belongs to the government. Hiding money that belongs to the government is a crime. The Federal Reserve embezzles one trillion dollars annually from the government. They have embezzled a total of $19 trillion.

    These are the same bankers who have created over $200 trillion in toxic derivatives. They have bribed Congress to guarantee that the eventual bankruptcy of the derivatives will be borne by the depositors, pensioners, government salaries, and taxpayers of the United States by bail-in before all other creditors; the bankers are protected.

    They are also the same bankers who, using nefarious means, have used the IMF and WB to impose unpayable national debts upon Greece, Portugal, Italy, Haiti, and more than 100 other nations resulting in bankruptcy, oppression, social chaos, and impoverishment. Their internal memos have identified collection of the $19 trillion U.S. national debt is the “ultimate goal.” The current trends in the U.S., including the elimination of the middle class, are similar to those the IMF and WB have imposed for decades. The vultures are coming home to roost.

    So who will prosecute the Fed for stealing a mere $18 trillion ? And for setting up the United States for national bankruptcy ?? For an answer to that question, you might ask your congress-critter but do not hold your breathe. Legislators are a major beneficiary of Wall Street. It took an average of only $50,000 to get their votes for TPP—another Wall Street get-control scheme.

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